Like really where is my box? I just want to know because apparently there is not one place, way thing that will not affect my mood. Clearly, I am a volatile out of control insane individual. Okay maybe not, alright not at all. But do you know how freaking annoying life is when every change in [...]
I am running, so fast, so hard. I can't stop "they" have already seen me. This town of 4000 people has become so loud! Make them stop staring, make them stop looking at me. I can hear everything they are saying, "she's crazy, what is she wearing, why did she come here?" Jean keep running. [...]
"Why in God's name is he calling me he knows I'm working?!" "What?!" You probably could have heard me stump my foot on the floor. Irritation, before I was medicated, was achieved in 0-10 seconds. "She's acting all crazy again, talking about suicide and all. I don't know what to do." My then boyfriend's new [...]
Before we hit the road to my families home, to sit and fill ourselves as full as possible with my mother's wonderful food. I wanted to take a moment and express how grateful I am for all of you and your support. When I first started this blogging experience I was a nervous wreck, how would [...]
One of my least favorite parts of coming out of the depression is the exhaustion. It's like breathing alone takes everything you have. My mind is beginning to work again, I can see my to-do lists and I tell you what must be done. But I'm so freaking tired. I just want to lay down and [...]
I'm not quite there just yet, I have a ways to go. But I know that the light I see ahead of me is not an illusion. Depression is a strange thing, it can come from nowhere or from somewhere. For me, I always end up in the same place, the void. It's a place [...]
I have just fallen. And I can't quite stand just yet.